I didn't call him

I said I was going to try. I was kind of stalling to call him now its to late. I just couldn't hit the send button. I'm to afraid he will reject the phone call. If he's not feeling well i hope he feels better. I won't know unless I call him. I won't be able to try to call him till next week. I'm leaving tomorrow night to go camping with friends for the weekend. I'm not to excited about it cause two of the girls I'm going with are going to drive me insane. I know them to well for me to ask them. They were pressure to go from our other friends. I didn't ask them to go cause I know they are afraid of bugs. I have this feeling I'm going to drive back on Saturday cause they won't make it through 2 nights. I will see how tomorrow night will be. I just hope i don't have to drive back tomorrow night.I'm annoyed with myself.