I was thinking about calling

I was thinking about calling him today. I still haven't seen him. Is he not feeling well. I don't know unless I call him. I'm afraid to call cause he might ignore the phone call again. Does he want to talk to me? I don't know! The only way for me to find out is to call him. I'm so confuse. I just want to scream!!! I'm getting a headache thinking what should I do! Should I call him now!