Haven't seen him!

I haven't seen him for the past couple days. hmm is he not feeling well. Is that why he not picking up.I'm going to wait before I call him again. How long I don't know? Is he just ignoring me cause he mad at something I have done. I still don't know what I have done. If he mad at me why can't he just tell me. Why do men have to act like a child. I'm really going to act not my age when I do see him. I'm going to stick my tongue out at him. :p.  would I dare hmm i don't know. I could play the same game by ignoring him to. Until i know why he doing what he is doing.He don't even have the guts to approach me anymore. What is he afraid of? I know he mention he is talking to another girl. I don't recall if I ask him but he told me anyway. I am upset he did tell me. I didn't show it. He never calls me anyway. Why did he mention he won't ignore me before . I never said it to him that he ignore me really werid. He said he won't ignore me but he's doing it now!!!! 
Voy a tratar de dejar de pensar en él por ahora.

I remember now someone was calling out my name on Sunday morning I kind of ignore it and I didn't turn around to see who it was. Why i didnt turn around cause I thought it was the creepy guy .It couldn't have been him calling out my name. No way it was him. If it was he couldn't be mad about that. Ok I'm thinking to much!! I got to stop thinking!

It's not a good night for me still swollen and itching from the hives. My eyes are getting blurrier i probaly spell  some words wrong .I didn't each much of it. I might have to double dose on my medication. I really don't wanna sit in the emergency room tonight. I just want to scream.