How do I know?

How do I know if he still want to talk me . I don't know cause he ignore me the last time I call. I haven't seen him this week and I haven't call him. I saw him last week but I couldn't look up into his face cause he hurt my feelings. Now I'm looking up and I don't see him at all. Is he not feeling well? I don't have the guts to call. I'm afraid to call him cause he like to ignore people when he mad at someone. If he mad at something i have done tell me. He don't say anything at all I have no clue what he wants me to do. Call him or not? I will never tell him how I feel about him again.