I don't know what to do?

I really don't know what to do! I want to call him but I'm to upset. I don't wanna call him and get diss by him again by ignoring me again. I'm embrass that he knows he's playing with my feelings. Why can't he just say what's on his mind? If he's mad at something I did tell me. I can't read his mind! I'm getting more upset cause I'm thinking about him. I told myself not to think about him but I can't.  I saw him yesterday.He was facing the other direction. The other day he was standing around. Yesterday i didnt see him standing around at all. Its really werid it seems he know what im thinking about.  How do I know i know if he is still mad? I don't know. I don't know what to do?