I really want to know?

I told myself stop thinking about him. I can't cause I wanna know why? I saw him today. I couldn't stand there i had to walk away fast.. I say I'm going to stick my tongue out at him if I see him. I just can't do it.  I want to call and ask him what did I do?  I can't cause he probably ignore me. If it was him calling my name that day. I would of answer him if I knew it was him. I'm not that type of person who ignores people. I only ignore people who I don't like and the creepy people around. What else could he be mad about? Question I ask? What else could it be? I feel really stupid for calling him so early that day. I told myself I'm going to wait. But I didn't i should of. He gets mad to easily. I feel really embarrass for telling him he playing with my feelings. I shouldn't have done that. I was really upset. Now he knows I really like him. When I'm mad I tell the person what I'm mad about. I don't ignore them. Could he had been sick that's why he was ignore the calls? I have no freaking clue. I won't know unless I call. I can't cause I don't want to be a diss by him. Omfg I just want to scream at myself. How long am I going to wait. I really don't know until I have the guts to do it.